Sometimes I think it was all a
dream. Other times I am forever reminded that it wasn’t. That it really did
happen. I don’t talk about it all that much. I wish I could erase it from my
history. I wish I could wake up and find myself in my bed, in my house on
Barker Road in Spring Hill TN. But I can’t. It wasn’t a dream. I really was
homeless.
I spent six years trying to
rebuild my life after the collapse of 2008. Three of those years I slept in a
Volvo 850. I am 6’ 4” and yes…it was as difficult and uncomfortable as it
sounds. The final three years I slept in a 1996 GMC Yukon. Far more comfortable
but still an automobile.
I tried everything I could to
find jobs but I couldn’t find anything. I returned to college and got my
bachelor’s degree. But still it didn’t help. I felt trapped in that car, like
an animal. And what was worse…I felt like the government was doing everything
it could to make my life worse, and make my recovery impossible.
I wanted to work. I took any job
that came my way, and I do mean any. I refused handouts and government
assistance. I wanted to make it myself, with hard work. But seemingly every
day, the government, especially president Obama, passed laws, and introduced
policies that held me captive. Sometimes I swore Obama knew about my plight and
went out of his way to make my life more of a hell than it already was. It sure
felt that way.
There were lots of us. 93 Million
in fact, who had fallen entirely out of the workplace and could not find a way
back in. Obama’s answer was to encourage us to get on Welfare and food stamps. To
move into Section 8 housing. To sign up for health care that our hard-working
neighbors were paying for…against their own wishes, and sponge off the
government, the same Government who is always wonderfully benevolent with money
not its own. I didn’t want this. I wanted to work. I wanted an opportunity. I
wanted to make it like a real man makes it…through hard work.
But there was none, and all the
while, Obama mocked me from outside the windows of that Yukon. I couldn’t see
him, but he was there. Mocking those of us who are “old school” and who saw
handouts as something bad, and pride and self-sufficiency as something good.
This past year, that has changed.
Two years ago, I heard a voice. I wasn’t homeless by this point but I was still
stinging smartly from the effects of that homelessness. I was angry, and I felt
ignored until this voice began to sound out across the country.
It was the voice of Donald Trump.
It was as if I was still in that Yukon, but instead of mocking my kind, like
Obama did, I felt like I could hear Trump tapping on the glass, talking to me. “I
see you in there. I know you’re desperate. I’m going to help you. Are you okay?
Hang on…I’m coming.”
And he came. November 8, 2016 was
a monumental day for me. When I fed my ballot into that machine in the Knights of
Columbus hall in Forest VA, I felt as if I was striking a blow for people like
me who were still trapped in their cars, trapped in desperation. I felt like I
was looking Barack Obama in the eyes and saying “You didn’t break me! I survived you. I won!”
This whole year has been a
remarkable journey that has taken me just a few steps closer to the America I
grew up in. My President loves his country again. My President puts his country
first again. My President cares about AMERICANS again.
Today My President pushed out a
tax bill that is going to make a real, tangible difference in my life, and in
the life of my 19-year-old daughter. I’m a single dad, trying to get by on a
very average salary. My daughter depends on me entirely and I will not let her
down.
I’m going to see about $100 a
month extra from this. That’s $100 a month of MY money that I EARNED, that the
government won’t be taking.
Call me crazy, but I can almost
feel President Trump’s arm on my shoulder, and hear him telling me; “See…I told
you that I saw you in there. I told you that I heard you when you were
homeless. I told you I cared about you and everyone like you. I’m on YOUR side…This
is only the beginning.”
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